Today in class, my friend told me I remind her of someone, and I asked who, and she replied that she reminds me of this girl who I was R E A L L Y close with in elementary school, and I was like ha ha ha ha
My cousin went from a teen mom to a mountain climber with a stable life so yah we shouldn’t judge preggos, bc honestly, some of them do better in life than us. And it’s not our place to judge.
so i told my friend “you stupid idiot” in tagalog to make him go to google translate and suffer, but the dang quote translate to “i love you” in Cebauno like nooooo not that dialect lol i don’t even think it’s right.
but it was embarrassing haha
Sharkeisha (yeah, THAT one), rapes, and murders all occur in my school district and adults say I’m not living the real world hmmmmm.
Happy December =)
Tbh, I’ve lost interest in violin. I hope it’s temporary though. I wouldn’t want it to be sitting there collecting dust for my senior year.
So uhh is it normal to lost interest in something you once loved so much? I know I wasn’t the best at violin, but I did enjoy the music, and I sacrificed 2-3 hours of my day to practice it. Maybe I’ll love it again; we’ll see. This instrument pretty much identifies a part of me, and I wouldn’t want to lose it. We’ll see.
Persimmons and iPad mini. Persimmons and iPad mini.
I shall now inherit the MacBook.
I’m thankful to God for letting some things/people walk out of my life because now, I realize how important the ones stayed and it has made me treasure them more (I’m also thankful for them).
But seriously, I’m not hating right now, if that’s what it looks like. I hope they are doing well right now.
But yeah, eat up haha and happy Thanksgiving! xoxo
"Hey, is Jasmine okay? Blah blah blah blah I think she’s going through something."
Well I guess it’s nice that someone is concerned for me, but honestly, I hate it when people worry about me. I know that people have other things they need to be concerned about, so I’m fine with people just continuing on with their lives. If I need help, I’ll go talk to someone. If I don’t go to you, well obviously I can’t trust you with my probs. I’m just stressed, ya feel. Not depressed. There’s no time for that.
yeah I wanna live in canada, preferably PEI but anywhere in canada is fine
And also, this year was a big fat failure for me, but as this month started, new opportunities kinda started peeking through and we also had that seminar/general meeting at church that talked about “Ending the year strong” and now I’m kinda hopeful and excited once again because now I’m sorta used to failures but I think I’ve improved since then. I’m slowly getting back up. I think. I hope y’all have a good night.
So I have a test in US History tomorrow and I was suppose to read chapters 7-13 and I’m still in chapter 7 *cries*
And I had a C last six weeks so I can’t really eff this one up *cries some more along with some gnashing of teeth*
My emotions have been out of whack this whole entire week. Someone should probably slap me for everything that I’ve done ugh I don’t even know. I’m not even PMSing, swear. Anyways today, I decided to buy two books:
Heidi, by Johanna Spyri. Yes, I’m aware that this is a children’s book, but I’ve watched numerous cartoon adaptations of it since I was 5, and I’ve my favorite story. Ever.
Mrs Dalloway, by Virginia Woolf. I saw it while I bought my APUSH prep book (I’m actually taking US History Dual-Cred, but prep books help me a ton), and yeah. I’ve watched The Hours, and I loved it. The film was based on this book, so I figured I should read it.
I just feel meh. I don’t how to describe it.
The distance between you and I have elongated. I mean, it was bound to happen; I already knew because you are in a relationship, but still. I guess I’ll just move on with my life, yes? That’s not hard at all, in my case.
I want to surround myself with trees, flowers, oceans, mountains, stars, and I also want to isolate myself from people. I want peace and solitude. To me, that’s happiness.